ashes (feat. susivalentine)

from black room by the serpent day

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vocals and lyrics by susivalentine
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Este peso que llevo/ This weight I carry
me deja el cuerpo roto/ Leaves my body broken
ninguna comida me sacia/ No food satisfies me
y el amargo me pone en rojo/ And the bitterness turns me red

pero quiero tenerlo todo/ But I want to have it all
que nunca me falte nada/ May I never lack anything
quiero gritarlo fuerte/ I want to shout it loud
sentirlo en lo profundo/ And feel it deep down within me

y para dejar toda esta miseria/ And to leave all this misery
quiero hacerme de nuevo/ I want to make myself all over again
quiero nacer por completo/ I want to be born completely

renacer, renacer, renacer / Reborn, reborn, reborn

Este peso que llevo/ This weight I carry
me deja la mente rota/ Leaves my mind broken
pero algo me corre aquí dentro/ But something runs inside me
quiero que todos lo escuchen / I want everyone to hear it

porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become
porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes i become

porque siempre he estado presente/ Cuz I’ve always been present
solo que tu nunca me viste de frente/ Just you never saw me head on
me empujaste y vi oscuro / You pushed me and I saw dark
me perdí por mucho tiempo / I was lost for a long time
caminé por los desiertos/ I walk through the deserts
pero estoy naciendo desde el polvo/ But I'm being born from the dust
porque ahora estoy hecha de fuego / Cuz now I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become

que todos escuchen mi silencio/ Let everyone hear my silence

estoy hecha de fuego / I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I became
estoy hecha de fuego / I’m made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I became

que empiece el juego de nuevo / I get stronger with every attempt
me tiraste hacia atrás y comencé de nuevo / You pushed me back and I started again
pero ahora estoy hecha de fuego / But now I'm made of fire
de las cenizas me convierto / From the ashes I become

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from black room, track released November 10, 2020

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Aug 2021
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